THE STORY OF THE ANNOYING HOBO ITS ALL MY FAULT

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• I wished I just have a better experience ok so heres what basically how i met this "habbo'
• Ok So first off at 2015 I was looking for hobo coins because at that time it was hard to get so
• you have to go play some games my main experience was it was hard to even get 4c i mean seriously
• just for furniture but now hobo has been more friendly with furniture.So i got random free furniture
• at some rooms some of them who are quitting hobo.Its my fault i guess after meeting so its not about the furni or money its like 2hours of life squeezed in this and you have this life where you can be friends without going there just type besides its more safer to type that way you could keep yourself\
• annoymous.So i was attracted by 1c giveaway i mean well i really wanted coins but now that
• i dont search for coins fake coins to be exact on hobo. Well there were alot of hobo lining up for coins
• but i dont think anyone got it. So that's how i really met him so he added me on friendlist.From there
• we didnt chat as much but at that time i only started hobo.So just in mind that there wasnt much detail i could remeber of this.
•          So This is my habbo lifeokay so this is why my life is gone downhill I feel                like quitting  cuz im not that special
• to them anymore 
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•                                           OK MAYBE I WENT LITTLE CRAZY FOLLOWING HIM
• Yes I know you it's a place to make friends so people think they could find a relationship there
• which is pretty annoying its like It just hurts being used and next time you know they wont
• care as you much anymore
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• I really care about my life and friends.I know people want to find relationship but seriously this is isnt the place I think the only thing I got was myself getting sad. Sure its fun being friends with
• new people but seems we are'nt anything to them anymore. Everything is replaced with just 
• basic hate and most of the time for me on hobo is partly only being sad. There's a point where you
• have a good experience but than its just nothing I mean its like basically nothing .They don't really
• want to know about it and its like things are just trash even when they hide their own thoughts
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• I can't face up to the facts anymore he is just jealous I mean why is he like this not only he lied
• about the 1coin giveaway but maybe he did gave it . But he's a basic destroyer he comes to my life to squeeze in some time too just make himself into a jerk.This is the original him he uses people to be part of his relationship for only his greed .He used to be different but seems i've never situated this close of him the steam for his mouth.I felt like a dragon cooked in balacava
• volcano and i used very harsh words.Im tired of it now. Feel's its for the better he's gone.Now that he raged on my new friend.The reason why he is mad and angry is because he actually cares but the way he shows it is full with assumption trying to make me look tincy like a bacteria.Now he asked me well this guy that what was our first conversation. To be real there was'nt an actual real conversation. It was him that tryed to talk about these controversial topics that try to make me look like an idiot. Now at this time he 's perfectly not accomplished as what he is.There's too much negativity with him I mean I think only his own friends understand .I felt so angry depressed for several times. But I know allah is testing my faith based on if i truely belive and dont get neglected or be lied. This test made me full emotion. But this is what faith i have built against. Im not trying to hate. It's just that I'm not made for you im obsolete imbecile of you that cant provide you an anwser.But still why do you hate me . I've done nothing to you .What did i do. It was you who decided to keep . But I dont think I would agree.Just to think I GET TRICKED no NOT ANYMORE SPICE.SORRY TO SAY..

ok blog so ive been complaining so much about my life this time is about my social life, like wise no one cares about my life on habbo and its so sad well lie its just that im not special enough for them and this is just what im complaining my friendship is going downhill and to honest that makes me really sad and i stopped making art and ive been sleeping late all because i'm waiting and searching for someone who is specially for me and it's really hard and i get hungry sad depressed its like a mess of chaos you know my food decision is like my whole life of this food hallucination and this friend hallucination that are'nt real. To be honest my life is disaster..

I find it hard to relax
like its very hard for me to relax
and like my life is like chaos
Its like i'm allways dizzy
It's my complain , I know
But really I need more help than relax
I mean friends will give a little advice
And well Its time for me to get less time on the laptop
I want to give the laptop a lot of rest
I want to only use this when ever I need to
I hope my life will get better Inshallah

ireally need to get rid of my jjunk its so messed up and my room is double messy and i get sad hahah!
but seriously i'm really annoyed of my junk i mean i really have to throw most of it ITS REALLY ANNOYING GOSH

you know its not far from end of january and ive changed a bit, and i still dont like it

i really need therapy, its just very frustrating now its like i have to throw most of the junk in my drawer. I feel like vomiting yuck..

ya allah aku tercicir kenapalah jadi macam ini subahanallah astaghfirullah aku mahu bertaubat dari segala dosa bukan apa aku sudah leka dengan asyik berhiburan menyanyi lagu,Besar betul ujian Allah  swt

hi blog so this time im in Limbang and I have pets so right now i have to take better care of them like i know im like super duper lazy and ussally at 6am my mom already fed them so at 12.00pm afternoon they become slightly hungry so like i have to give more food to the other cat because maybe its pregnant again,And im glad that I dont have a boyfriend or kids or a husband right now never had one or kids because im scared i neglected them or even worse getting divorced that be so messed up and sad so I'm only focusing on me and my family because you know its already hectic.Why its hectic the main reason is because I'm not prepared so everyone has this tamptrum where everyone gets mad and neglected i'm mean lack of love or social. Because im not in college or having a job because i was scared of being bullied I mean I really need more help and im going to find the time to be organised and to be honest i'm really shy of vlogging and If i had a child that would be more hard  its because im not prepared so I know its hard and I cry even more but thanks to the social media it gave me more hope .I love playing with dolls you know I guess I dont mind taking care of babies.But they grow up to fast and life is moving to fast i just want to slow down you know fix my problems make some new friends socialize relax figure out the best way to take care of my problems and if there was like a child than I guess I would take better care and on schedule and make a time table in case i froget what I did wrong and I'm really lazy you know because in my mind I allways thought of crying screaming about is sorry ok because in the real world sorry is unfrogivable
I know my spelling is bad but I really need help and prayers to cleanse my mind again and to those who are sad or critically sad or depressed you know im just here to help reconsider im trying to help you and please rethink what have the important things im trying my best yo help but what i honestly what I want to say is im trying im learning im doing new things now and being alone jobless and not in college has just gave depression its like sitting in this room because im scared of going outside but eversince i have been vlogging im ok with this life. I really hate outside people assume things that are'nt correct to what physically look or dress because you have 'nt really asked them did you know?