My glasses getting dusty, as the wind blows.Feel's like someone's following but when glanced back no one.When my foot step on a leaf , the sound crunches.The bangau's in Limbang were so free as my presence.The bird's flew away. As the wind blew as if I could fly with them. My mind was so dizzy at home, going outside was a treat for myself as I could enjoy it, But I did'nt go song .No matter
30 minutes was already like 1 hour of just green leaves the color of purity clean , No mean rude thoughts.This is what life took me being happy It repaired what I used to feel froget the bad things.
The color of the tree's were so bright that lime color that spreads my mind and they all live and smell
naturally.Loneliness never hurt me i'm not alone im with the living plants and cells that stick on me..
Being back in this room feels so empty since when did it become so sad and you know. I miss the outside air and when i don't get enough oxygen I become sad depressed lazy.I need to reconstruct
myself piece by piece , because my memory has been crushed by bad event's. I know I seem complaining but this is realife I don't live in a fantasy land.But where I've been outside was breathtaking and it made me feel calm.My mind is already destruction and my life is already crushed
of underestimation. I've been trying hard to fit in with the others seems we can't always be with friends. So alone I mend the broken memory's and all the thing's won't come back. I feel going there
again I just feel that I need to go somewhere where isolation brought me.
