Goodbye Him

When I bought the strawberries it already bloomed a flower, but afterwards The strawberry grew . But I did not pick it . So it molded. Months went , and days of sorrow because I could not bring it with me. The tree died .The pathogen spread quickly but silently. My love was dying anyway,. I tried to water. And the crown rot. I did send him attention , kindness ,frogiveness. But he just ignores me . I do not feel the same way anymore. Ever since , he took all the sweetness . It is not his fault. The other tree grew Big Beautiful. The runners became more and more . But the wind hit my Strawberry tree breaking the stem. So I dug the strawberry plant . And removed all the runners. Leaving one stem to remain. I am quiet sad. My strawberry seeds wont grow. Because It is impatient love. Now that it is rotten . I nurse the plant. But pampering you is poison too. I do not understand why the start he liked me. I was very confused. But I fell in  love with instance , Which makes sense why . I do not understand why I am used. This time people are just going to love than throw me in the garbage. Where I belong is in the Landfill. The truth hurts but we have to go through it. What do I do now . Why does not, People get married , I understand . But I guess Its just not for me. Its just that the society pressure's me. Because Everyone at this age is getting married, But I do not want to be played. It is possible to completely froget someone . Because It is haunting me, What have I become
a monster. What did I do to you. Because everytime I want to aproach you just get away from me.

Everything does not last forever, I guess that It's just nothing. Everyone go's through this. I do not understand why. But the future is secret. If we know the secret now . Than it will be useless , and people will be more unbothered to know.